Well ladies and gentlemen, I found my wife. She is by far the most beautiful person, most beatiful anything actually, I've ever laid my eyes upon. I have decided I will not get married unless it is to this very gorgeous woman. Call me ambitious, call me unrealistic, I will make it a reality. Who is this mysterious beauty I speak of? Her identity shall remain shrouded in secrecy until the day I walk down the aisle with her, but she is the only one for me. I've found I don't really care for the whole dating scene, I don't know why, I just don't want to do it. I was told by a friend, this whole falling in and out of love thing is too much, I agree. So I'll just try and get ahead in life, and not worry about any stupid slut that might come my way. er girl, the two are interchangeable. Which smoothly connects me to another thought, I hate society these days. Everybody's just going around fucking eachother, no meaning in the sex, just gratuitious sex. We really are a morally declining society, it's okay though, I'll hold steadfast to my beliefs, and learn from all the mistakes I've made in my life. Ya know, people always refer to certain situations in their life as "mistakes", but a mistake is only a mistake if you make it once. Once you repeat it, it's not a mistake, it's deliberate, and will be repeated many more times. Oh well, things will never change, people will be this way for a long time, I've just got to find a way to only surround myself with people who are gonna show me love, and not drain me of every last bit of life.

On another note, this weekend was fun. I didn't do anything Friday night, I went to bed at 1100, quite dorky, but it's okay, I wasn't the only one who stayed home, so I had some company. Saturday was pretty cool, I went to Katies and watched some family guy with her, Erin and Kelly. Took a few shots of Bacardi cocoa, chilled with some interesting bammas who had really interesting stories of run ins with the cops, then went and played a long ass game of tennis with Keran. Which was by far the best game of tennis I've played in my life, sadly enough I sustained a weird ass injury where it felt like a tendon in my ankle popped out of place and laid on top of the muscle. It was gross, but when we were leaving, it popped back into place. Went back to Kerans dorm, took some shots of a rum that was 10.99, and was a handle. So, that was some cheap ass liquor, then we went to a party, but I felt a bit uncomfortable so left soon after. I didn't do shit yesterday, just went to work, then got some coffee with Taphia and hit up Borders where I bought the new Modest Mouse cd. Which is pretty good, nothing too great.

This entry is dedicated to finding my true love, I vow we will get married.

love is complicated... and society is getting messed up...i don't know
» Ajibalaji89 on 2004-10-11 10:39:53

If that actually worked...lol
I'd be married to a supremely studly race car driver... and happy with it...lol.. and i ain't.... married, i mean... wish i was... but i ain't...*giggles* I wish you luck
» Kahne_Earnhardt_Fan on 2004-10-11 04:18:30

And Imma marry Diego Luna! (yea rite)
The funny thing bout this is that you actually think one day u'll meet her and marry her. I'll jus stick to watchin Diego Luna's movies and that picture with his underwear... (mmm yummy). But for now i'll jus settle with my floor, he lets me cuddle with him and fallin alseep on him is jus so easy!
» BlueShoe on 2004-10-11 05:16:23

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